Book of Rememberance

Malachi 3:16

A Word from God

He has covered you with His feathers, hidden you under His wing, stay there, stay hidden in the secret place, it is not time for you to run but you must stay my child in this place that I have hidden you, stay stay. you will know when it is time to run and be free, it is not the time you must stay and train, He is not releasing you at this time, stay sweet child stay. Many people want to run free, and go do great and wonderful things for the Lord but it is not your time, some are meant to stay in the secret place, hidden in His heart. You have a special calling, the Lord is calling you to show His heart to the people, God will use u in a unique way to show His heart to others, to be soft and compassionate and be His heart in the earth, But you must stay child, stay in the secret place, stay hidden in His heart. He is doing a deep and mighty work in your heart, deeper then you will ever imagine, but you must stay in that place, He wants to show you His love in his heart, so you will know His love deeper, wider, higher. He is doing a deep work in you, child stay and drink, stay and eat stay and be nourished get your nourishment from the Fathers heart, He is preparing you, training you but child you must stay! stay hidden.

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Do I finally get it?

I often was unsure the meaning of the parables Jesus shared in Luke 5:36-38 and I still don’t know if i have understood it correctly. But I do feel God has shown me an application of this in my own life right now…

He told them this parable: “No one tears a patch from a new garment and sews it on an old one. If he does, he will have torn the new garment, and the patch from the new will not match the old. [37] And no one pours new wine into old wine-skins. If he does, the new wine will burst the skins, the wine will run out and the wine-skins will be ruined. [38] No, new wine must be poured into new wine skins.

As I was praying about my my past, asking God to prepare me for my husband I was directed to this passage. As usual I came to it and was like “what in the world are You talking about?! How can I apply this to my life today? What are You trying to teach me?”

I have come to understand this is healing my broken heart. I can not bring a new love into my life until healing from the past hurts has fully taken place. If I try to patch up my old hurts with a new one it will not only tear apart the new one (new love) but it will not match the old me. I can not try to be the same “old” person with a new love and hope that we will match up. I need to first have been made new and whole and the new patch (love) will match the new garment (whole/new  me).

likewise I can not pour a new love into an old Bree. I must be a fresh new wineskin that can contain the fresh new love that God wants to pour into me!

This may apply to anyone suffering from past hurts, God can not pour in something new if you are still on the old. Pray and allow Him to do a deep healing and restoration in you so the new may be used instead!

This verse is always encouraging to me in the midst of painful healing times:

Ezekiel 36:36 I the Lord have rebuilt the ruined places and replanted that which was desolate. I the Lord have spoken it, and I will do it.

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Gods Plan?

This is probably unintentionally going to be an ongoing topic. In some ways I feel that God is able to use my hurts to help others (i have no idea how yet) and in other ways I know this has a lot to do with my own walk with Him.

I have spent so much time trying to find books, and authors, articles and anything written for a broken heart.  It is surprisingly difficult to find good writings that are applicable to my life, and that I can relate to. I was venting my frustration to some friends about the difficulty I am having in finding this kind of writing and they suggested it may just have to be me who writes this stuff down. At first i thought they were ridiculous, I mean everyone knows only the best christian writers and those who are able to help people most are married!!  What do I possibly know about living that can be of any help to others? So I had put this blog aside for a a good couple months, believing it to be a waste of time. But this week in my quiet time with God numerous times it has popped in my head that I should share what God is doing in me as far as my hurts and also my desire for the love of a husband.

So here it goes! A work in progress, but the healing of my broken heart as God is working on it………

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